My Little Secret

Today in prayer something was brought up that really hit home for me personally. Why do i treat my salvation, my relationship w/ Christ like a big secret?

I mean i love my God, and i love His mercy, and His grace, and His awesome plan for MY life, but its really selfish for me not to share my faith with the unsaved around me. God brought to mind my myspace. And after Ang brought up the subject, God just kinda spoke silently and said " why dont you have your intern blog on your myspace?" And my first reaction was like" heck no, i dont want all my old friends from school and home to read all my spiritual stuff."

Im surprised God didnt smite me then and there, what a stupid remark...especially to the One that says go to ALL nations and spread the good news to ALL people.

How prideful, how selfish. How many people could i have effected, how many saved, how many helped if i would of just got over my own selfhish ambition. I'll never know.

But ya know what? God is faithful, and He gave me the strength to do it anyways. Because you know what im learning.....
....Ministry is, and will be my life until the day i die!!

So i need to crucify myself with Christ, cowboy up, and get used to it!! Because the rest of my life will be focused on winning people to Gods kingdom!!

God teach me to be faithful with the small tasks you give me now, so that i may be faithful with the big ones later. All my dreams and passions are in your hands, i release all that i am to you, my strengths and weaknesses.
Refine Me, Guide Me, Use Me

The Secret's Out.....
Dont Go Witness
Witness As You Go!