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Ever pray and pray about something, and then when God answers your prayer you freak out? Maybe im the first but I know ever since God has started to reveal His plan for me that I have been goin NUTS!!!
So earlier this year my prayer was God show me where you want me, God do what you will. And so this last week Gods been like 10/40, 10/40/ 10/40 India, China, Egypt, Indonesia, all these places where evangelism is restricted or prohibited. And my reaction has been pure joy, that is until i strayed away from His word for a couple days, got a lil' half-hearted in my prayers, and started organizing things in my own mind. THATS when i started freakin out. So I have been like why God!! Why do i feel this way, why am i stressin and flippin out over such an awesome thing.!!!???!!!
It seems obvious now, but once God started revealing His plan, I started implementing my own....yea bad idea. It seems so elementary, but why try to help God the maker and king of the universe...God help me understand you got it all under control.. I brought more trouble and concern into my answered prayer than God had ever intended. But ya know what> He loves me anyways and helped me through it.
On the drive home from work today i turned off the radio and just talked with God the whole time. Talked to Him just as if he were sittin in the passenger seat i told Him how i was feeling and asked what He wanted me to do. Clear as day He spoke to my heart, just reminding me of all the promises he has given me, all the words that have been spoken over me, and the direct passion He has placed in my heart.
Its funny because everything just kind of clicked, it wasnt a dramatic revelation or anything, but everything just seemed to make sense again. God speaks to me a lil different than most, but Im pretty sure His words were "Chill Out! dang bro i give you what you want and then you freak out on me. I got your back, just relax already!LOL God speaks in a way i can understand ok...
So now...like right now right now...im good. God has reminded me of the great things already sealed in my life, and has me waiting in anticipation of when he says GO. Im so excited!!!
"All of Your promises wont let go of me"
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"For I know the plans I have for you," says the Lord. "They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope." Jeremiah. 29:11
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YES! I love this verse, just need to trust in it a lil' more. You're such a blessing to me. Love ya gram!
Like right now right now!?!
Man doesn't God rock? He really does talk to us in a way that we can understand and will internalize. So I'm gonna be obedient and say..."Don't Doubt" :) God's got it all in His hand and the minute He wants you to know the rest, He'll open the floodgates! Stand Firm and Keep tursting in all His promises!!
Obedience is God's desire...
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