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Man its crazy to look back at my day and just see the God centered craziness that goes on between 5:30 this morning and now. From reg. Prayer to staff prayer, life of Christ essays to drama practice, then prayer again and today we started our 3 day fast. I am so stoked to see what God is going to do in my life, and in the team's life.
God has been speaking some crazy stuff to me lately; like seek him first in all I do and all things will be added unto me. And then about how he is gonna tie up all my passions(youth,worship,missions) and just use them in a wicked awesome way. Then out of nowhere he is speaking to me about marriage and how it is so important that I understand that it is about trust, honesty, unity, and pure love. and how God is going to use my marriage for His glory. Yea I know...Pretty random, and to top it off I got asked if I wanted to work on the marriage "pass it on" with the rest of the Berean group, and God is totally speaking to me there too. So yea, I think that my wife finally started prayin for me or something because God obviously is preparing me. Who knows when or how, but either way God is doin something in that area of my life.
But I think that this also ties in with the "seek him first"thing. I know that in order for me to achieve all the great things God is preparing for me, I need to seek him first AND THEN all will be added. God doesn't call us to seek your wife and you will find her, or seek your ministry and it will happen, he calls us to SEEK HIM, duh the all knowing all powerful God, its so stupid how I as man try to help God with my life, when in fact, he's had it all planned since the beginning of time. I SURRENDER!
God is just up to some awesome crazy things right now, and that's exactly what I've been praying for, for him to make me uncomfortable and show me how to worship him in lifestyle, for him to break my heart for the lost and go when he says go, for me to push the limit in everything I do, and above all, just to fall in a deeper love with Him. I'll try to keep a day to day blog on what God is doin during our time of fasting.Sorry this is so long but when God speaks i gotta type..lol I'll keep ya posted!
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Its so awesome to hear what God is doing in each of our lives. I'm so proud of you and Sean the way you guys are not afraid to tell people what God's doing in your lives. I know its hard to not know where God's leading you, keep trusting in Him though. I know God is smiling at His faithful servant!
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